Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Holidays.I complain about it when there's too much work to do.yet i complain now,because i got nothing on my hands.it's more than work i am missing.more than that."You don't see yourself clearly", says Edward Cullen.I agree.Heartwrenching pain that i inflict on myself,for what reason?Paranoia, worries, and thoughts that gone all awry,all that for what?Insecurity, jealousy, envy and fear. it's part of the draught i consume daily.this draught that will bring the end of me.the end of my sanity.i need to find myself.in these thoughts that shouldn't be.i need to recover,and find the self i owned.find the self that i need now.or risk losing that self forever.-----------------------------------------------it's the day i've been waiting for.yet something feels amiss.it's the day i've been waiting for,yet i feel empty within.that part of me,that's broken off,that vanished into the void.that part of me,that i want to keep,but somehow,escapes my hands.
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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