Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Holidays.I complain about it when there's too much work to do.yet i complain now,because i got nothing on my hands.it's more than work i am missing.more than that."You don't see yourself clearly", says Edward Cullen.I agree.Heartwrenching pain that i inflict on myself,for what reason?Paranoia, worries, and thoughts that gone all awry,all that for what?Insecurity, jealousy, envy and fear. it's part of the draught i consume daily.this draught that will bring the end of me.the end of my sanity.i need to find myself.in these thoughts that shouldn't be.i need to recover,and find the self i owned.find the self that i need now.or risk losing that self forever.-----------------------------------------------it's the day i've been waiting for.yet something feels amiss.it's the day i've been waiting for,yet i feel empty within.that part of me,that's broken off,that vanished into the void.that part of me,that i want to keep,but somehow,escapes my hands.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
just came back from the "Restaurant with Dance Floors"! XD so cool man! first time inside such a setting! ITS VERY HOT. both the atmosphere inside. as well as the people LOL somehow ended up dancing with some girls at the stage >.> the songs was all nice! XD the dj was great haha THIMUN events rock! dinner and dance = disco and party haha totally went crazy there haha! what a unique way of celebrating my 16th bday lol! tmr is last day of thimun! yay! no more saikang pl0x.
Friday, November 21, 2008
THIMUN 2nd LAST DAY! YAY!
nowadays go home = slp >.>
so stressed out haha!
today is dinner and dance @ mandai for all the THIMUN delegates / admin like us xD
hopefully we get to have some needed fun rofl
anyway today is still full of doing saikang i guess >.<
blogging using a ibook now (gasp)
macs are kewl.
everyone in THIMUN uses one ==
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also,
today is somebody's birthday.
i think you know him very well!
but i am not gonna say who.
somebody.
*referenced from russell peters rofl* xD
ANYWAY! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SMS'ED ME =D
send all presents to:
..
..
LOL nahh its the thoughts that count. :)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
THIMUN 3rd day.
We are saikang incarnates! -.-
In the space of a day, i have undertaken roles from furniture movers to delivery servicemen to a cleaner.
and that's supposed to fall under "Public Relations" job scope. rofl.
TIRED.
Reading twilight at the information counter while trying to pass time..
finished half the book in like 2 hours o.o
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This world revolves around diplomacy.
even between people to people,
diplomacy is always the gearworks for the world.
Everything is said for their own interest.
Everything bad is said behind their backs.
People wear the masks that obscures their true identities.
People say things for the sake of attaining their own motives.
This world is a trap.
and its people, selfish.
How depressing this is,
Yet i wear my own mask.
Monday, November 17, 2008
THIMUN Preparation!
tiring >.<
we do all the preparation, including packing books, setting up notice board and moving stuff.
public relations is like public works >.>
looking forward to dinner and dance rofl.
went to jurong point to watch Madagascar 2 with shennan, mathew and hansen!
i like to move it move it LOL
funny show haha
jurong point change so much lol everywhere renovation >.>
doubling the size of jurong point apparently
walked / shopped and ate subway with them as well
xD
tomoro is registration day = worst day for public relations staff ><
let's hope it all turns out well.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
THIMUN '08 begins tomorrow! >.<
The Hague International Model United Nations!
Public Relations Staff <---- me! xD
lol.
wonder what ppl from what countries are coming >.>
it lasts from monday to friday..
so it'll overlap on my bday!
well.
not that anyone would be there to celebrate.
-.-
holidays blunt my sense of time.
now i have trouble differentiating days >.<
cos u do the same thing everyday it sort of homogenizes..
i want school. ><
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Everything changed
since that day in august.
Everything changed
since He came.
Everything changed...
or was it just me who changed?
What a coward i am.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Somehow lost the motivation to blog everyday...
Peace, Something intangible, Something precious and dear. Something that is so fragile, Something that we all want Here. How many lives, Oh how much tears, Have to be lost for Peace to appear? Peace, oh Peace, I sincerely hope that you can come Here, To this shattered Earth, This Earth sundered by Fear. Fear of war, Fear of death, Fear of plagues, And fear of destruction. To overwhelm this fear, And lead us to a happy tomorrow. Peace, oh Peace, How I wish you can come here, So that our children, Would never have to shed a tear.
So long story short,
few days back we went to Zhikai's house for BBQ gathering
and i was quite stone until the night i guess..
icebreaking.. lol.
i realised i was quite the lagger in reflex games >.<>.>
ended up with josh licking me x.x
and.. i realised..
ZONGXIAN I DID NOT REACH LVL 5 TWICE! I REACHED IT ONCE! xD
2nd round i got to 4th only! and pei xian got to 5th.
XD
so i licked her..
and i was greeted with repulsion LOL
i could upload the vid but she'll probably come killing me.
"有必要做得那么绝吗？” XD
we also played other games such as the BSP-Camp Lookalike passing-the-straw game, except we did it with plates. eva so ji dong about it hahaha
at least the bbq didnt turn out bad..the chicken wings were, least to say, edible xD
so after that..went home and did stuff until 5am x.x
nvr slp at all.
went to airport to send mabel / yijiao / yiran off to India..well that's what Christopher Columbus would say. Nah they went off to the New World, AMERICA (oh. and canada, once part of America xD)
zhikai and weisheng were there too!
so guess what.
mabel dao'ed all of us.
yiran said less than 10 sentences to us.
at least yijiao still got liang xin eat breakfast with us xD
i was so freaking tired already >.<
Then still need go school collect my UNAS booklet =O
which i chionged today!
6essays and 1 poem (below. It's crapped out. pardon me.)
later still going to send yvonne/madel and. sherry and shuyun off at changi.
terminal 3! i am coming back again! xD
then going to submit my UNAS. deadline issh tmr z0mg.
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i suck at poetry -.-
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What if.
I had.
A. Hidden Agenda?
What if.
It had.
All. Been planned?
What if.
I intended to bow down to defeat and lose?
What if?
Sunday, November 9, 2008
super lagged post.
went to watch movie with alison and a sick aik hwee on friday xD
watched Quantum of Solace!
aik hwee looked like he was about to faint lol.
Quantum of Solace appeared like Quantum of Questions to me.
i didn't get the plot well..dun really know wth is going on.
but the action of typical bond movies are there xD
lots of girls as well.
from this i conclude.
when bond meets a guy, he would inevitably kill him.
when bond meets a girl, he would get her to bed somehow.
>.>
bleh.
on another note, the wind atop vivo city is SUPER strong!
never been up there for awhile..
so it was very shuang haha
super qiao day too!
we met woon wei ( the proed council president-to-be but i dun really care ) and random hci peeps -.-
then later..guess who we met?
we met Ms. Kala! o.o
with her son haha.
didnt notice her until aik hwee say "eh thats my form teacher."
o.O
super tired after the day -.-
sleeping late again nowadays >.<
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あの王は僕らの愛を壊れさせる。
大嫌い。
いつもこの仮面を着ている、もう本当の自分を失った。
僕は僕ですか？
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