Friday, October 24, 2008
too many things to write.
too many things to say.
i am depressed.
deprived.
devoid of emotions.
conflicting feelings.
too much to say,
too much to talk about.
all these thoughts in my head.
random. insane.
waiting to burst out.
happiness?
sorrow?
jealousy?
i don't know.
Just that this heavy feeling is unbearable.
i seek recluse from this demon.
trying to hide.
avoid.
ignore.
but in the end i would still have to face this monster.
this monster of my heart.
i got 1.38! instead of the predicted 1.50. apparently chem was moderated.
so i get Chem A1, Physics A1, Maths A1, Chinese A1, English A2, and my blasted IH gets an A2.
rawr.
i am 3rd in msg, 4th in class. :O
no OSA for me..since i have no projects day.
oh well a commendation award will do.
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i have attained my aims in studies.
yet i feel strangely unsatisfied.
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
Adobe Photoshop Elements for supernatural abilities
