Thursday, July 31, 2008


The last 30minutes of July. Another month flies by.

What have i accomplished? Nothing.

I realised i suck at social relationships. Sorry.

I realised that i indulge myself too much. Sorry.

I realised that i suck at planning. Sorry.

I realised that I have no motivation at all. Sorry.

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Today's Assembly was interesting..

Student Council Forum with sec 4s! LOL

their motto "We make things happen. " (which bingze claims is the boarding school council motto and therefore plagiarism on the student council's part)

on the contrary, nothing is happening. NOTHING.

okay maybe not nothing. FEW THINGS.

what we have so far... Soccer League. Full stop.

where's the 12.40 opening of the staff room that we all need urgently? "oops i forgot about it. what can i say? i can only say sorry. "

where's the rent-a-textbook scheme? "we realised it was not going to work,"

where's EVERYTHING? "due to constraints..blablah.."

*insert random bursts of "don't want help then say la" by people at the back*
Don't propose things that are impossible to accomplish then.

Just so you can have a title written in your testimonial.

Why propose so much, when you can't accomplish any of them? You are supposed to propose viable plans for the student populace, not give them false hope only to slap them in the face saying "sorry too bad" in the end.

I understand the constraints, but then shouldn't you fight for it, and reason it out with the teachers? i am sure 2400secs earlier isn't a lot to ask for.

And teachers. THEY NEED THEIR PRIVACY. so they can't extend the opening of the staffroom by .. what? 40mins? OHMYGOD 2400SECS IS A LOT.

oh they did propose the bubble tea scheme. i shall look forward to it..or look back to it from the jc side, seeing that they aren't exactly high on the efficiency side.

Ah also on the agenda was RI-HCI United Shield, which is tomorrow. not like i am going, but i'll support our school spiritually. :D

good luck council, you aren't gonna get far anytime soon. i don't hate anyone of you or the teachers. i just hate the way school works. Bureacracy? forget it.

on the other hand, we are gonna have batch dinner!
Council "the batch dinner is to make sure we would have a memorable sec 4 life"

kun wa asked "can we bring our female friends?"

council, "we have tried asking for a combined graduation dinner with nanyang. but they said no. we were outright rejected."

lol. okay.

kun wa "if we can't bring girls there, how do we end our sec 4 life with a BANG?"

The whole level literally went crazy at that point of time... LOL

Prease Shee: "all these are just rants and could be ignored. It does not target anyone nor is it intended to. "

Eugene blogged at 11:29 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Wednesday, July 30, 2008


Another day ticks past.

Time is tickin, ti-time is tickin..

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Alas it was alright..

wasn't late for school! :D

Just dumped with tons of work..haha lucky i finished the maths assignment bfore she even asked us to do .. or else even more stress @_@

best lesson of the day was probably kala's english lesson!

haha we watched MIND YOUR LANGUAGE AGAIN!!! XD

watched for 2 periods sia..3 eps.. damn funny!

the indian sikh "hey ali can you lend me 10 p. (british show..so there's pennies haha)"
the pakistani muslim "sure. on one condition. you must say that all muslims are kind wonderful and nice."
the indian sikh "if i say that you would give me?"
*nods*
the indian sikh "alright. all muslims are kind wonderful and nice."
*takes money*
the indian sikh "i forgot to mention one thing. all sikhs are GREAT LIARS!"

LOL everyone in the class burst into laughter. DAMN FUNNY! xD lightened up the atmosphere in our class definitely. haha

Eugene blogged at 8:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Tuesday, July 29, 2008


Bored and losing sight of my goals again. Where is the motivation :O

shall brainwash myself into working hard again this weekend.

yay i got into Model ASEAN summit! lol

dunno what to do @_@ never got into it before. haha

watched Mind Your Language, some comedy, for English today..rawks. DAMN FUNNY! haha we laughed like crazy! even kala! lol

about this class of foreigners learning english and all the jokes that they do with mistakes in english. amazing stuff haha

Tomorrow's Wednesday! @_@

How time flies.

And time is being wasted still. No one knows how valuable it is.

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This love has taken its toll on me,
she said goodbye, too many times before.

Eugene blogged at 10:03 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Monday, July 28, 2008


because madel tagged me @_@

1. The person who last tag you is: aileng
2. Your relationship with him/her is: friends
3. Your five impression of him/her: mugger/hey!say! fan/ friendly / nice/ likes to hide offline on msn
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: don't know what she has done for me as of now...(COME ON DO SOMETHING! XD)
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: bunch of japanese haha
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: hmm don't know cos it hasn't happened.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: don't know cos it hasn't happened. xD
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: nah i am too nice to have enemies. LOL
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i wouldn't know :O
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: convince her to come online LOL
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: nice and crazy girl? haha xP
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? i dunno. srsly.
13. The characters you love of yourself are: kind of outgoing?
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: my apparent arrogance.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: an ideal person full stop.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: sorry for all the times i pissed you off. just know i didn't mean it.
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
hard to think of ppl with blogs @_@
1,ai leng
2.rumeng
3. bojia
4. michelle
5.weisheng
6.jiahong
7.wenhao
8.pei xian
9. carissa
10.yijiao

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? he has too many relationships. LOL
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Female
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? wenhao and yijiao! 'nuff said. XD
21. What is no.2 studying about? her BSP project. apparently her teammates abandoned her lol
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Today
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? Chinese songs
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? none :D
25. Will you woo no.3? hm . don't know.
26. How about no.7? i am nt gay. besides, he has yijiao. LOL
27. Is no.4 single? dunno haha
28. What is the surname of no.5? Chng! haha
29. What 's the hobby of no.4? hm not sure haha
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? they don't know each other :O
31. Where is no.2 studying at? DHS hahah
32. Talk something casually about no.1: hey!say! and NewS fanatic auntie :P
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? don't know.
34. Where does no.9 live at? HOUGANG! HAHA
35. What colour does no.4 like? hmm black? not sure haha
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? nope
37. Does no.1 have any pets? nope don't think so haha
38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? *Bucket please* LOL
39. What is no. 10 doing now? stoning? haha

Eugene blogged at 10:06 PM



Boring day. as usual.

Physics. Maths. Staying back up to 4.20 to support Harmony Cup finals. @_@

can see why i sian right. ==

physics was alright. at least thanks to my bro i finally understand some stuff about projectile motion :D ( of course, mr. su's "Just In Time" teaching was useful as well haha )

then was PE... OMG I PASSED MY NAPFA! *thanks to some oversight by mr. toh*

then the rest were piece of cake :D even tho my stretching have gone stale due to 3months + of not stretching at all =/

ihc was a waste of time. imagine reading notes for 40mins..and our dear teacher have not finished marking our mock tests given 2 weeks ago.

english was crapping session...i love language lessons because the teachers are very interesting :D i know that it's hard to teach languages..since it's really based on potential instead...but i take my hat down to them who still managed to make lessons interesting :)

maths was ...er...i wasn't exactly listening. was doing things that she haven't taught while asking qianze =X and i still don't get it >.<

soon we have the highlight of the day..after bsp class everyone decide to not pon and go watch ProEd's HuaTel (AKA HwaChong + Telok Kurau) vs Ispark's team (whos teamname i didn't bother to know)

totally enjoyable match. all of us was on a consensus that any goal made was probably due to sheer luck.

The game was, aptly named by jeremy, a "kampong soccer" match.

The ball was like a magnet...their team formation was brownian motion formation. LOL


when the ball went to the left side of the field, the right side's totally empty. Win.

vice versa.

then huatel team won with 3-1...and as the game comes to an end, the other side started imitating hollywood...exxagerating falls...and one jumped up and (IMO) faked a fall..and then st john went to bring in the stretcher...and then they realised it wasn't that bad of a fall.
apparently that guy, after falling down, went up and upon hearing theres no free kick, dropped back down again == (based on jeremy's account)'

football matches have just reached a new level of Win.

anyway, random pics of the week! chicken found randomly along the SCGS area..

Eugene blogged at 7:02 PM



I just don't get you.

and i don't see a need to.

Eugene blogged at 12:17 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Sunday, July 27, 2008


The past two day's dominated by melancholy and lunwen. =.=

went to mug on saturday and after rching commonwealth i realised i DID NOT BRING MY HOMEWORK. ffs.

so i stoned there for 3hours..

the best thing is that when i returned home i realised that one of the stuff i brought there WAS THE HOMEWORK. ==

after that decided to chiong my lunwen out. and now i am almost a happy kid :D

nearly finished. pure analysis with no research done. seriously what can u research on for my topic =/

2500 words and counting..11 pages @_@ all done by myself -.-

shall make sure liang jun does the OD.. lol

now for vectors/projectile motion *crack knuckle*

i gave up watching dark knight for this damn lunwen..feel honoured mr. lunwen.

Eugene blogged at 5:45 PM

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in the darkness...

Friday, July 25, 2008


was a half day today! haha

so sian first period wonghs kaopei our class...for playing cards ..and chess.

claims that "chess creates a competitive spirit between classmates and might cause them to generate rivalry and affect their studies." GOT LINK.

and keeps emphasizing that "playing cards for fun..and u will soon find it has no kick...then you WILL gamble. "

daoyuan then replies "erm ms wong, that would be an assumption. with all due respect, but it's wrong to assume." kala has taught him well. LOL

she goes on to say "You may become a gambler."

liang jun then says "yea we may also become rapists, robbers, murderers...why not jail all of us now?!"

she got stunned..and then "i know i can't win you all..but you all are doing the wrong thing." still clinging on to ideals i see.

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got 29/50 for maths..its like WTF.

check out my careless mistakes...14 5/8 i write 15 5/8..in the end my answer missing by 2 cos of this stupid mistake.

3/5 i put 5/3. - 2marks.

integration of cos = cos. WTH. 4 marks gone.

power 3 i write power 2. win. 1 mark gone.

area - area i write area + area. -.- i saw the unshaded area as the shaded area... 4 marks gone.

G.G.

now i need more than motivation. i need something called METICULOUS HANDLING OF MATHS.


went to watch hellboy 2 after school ended at 11.20 with daoyi, warren, yufong, and daoyi's brother...wanted to watch red cliff but we reached there too late..then the next show was like 3 hours later..so we watched hellboy 2. haha thought i wouldn't understand since i didn't watch the first part...but it wasn't that bad!

We went to eat at the kopitiam outside j8, then went and buy bubble tea/takopachi to bring into cinema. ( dont ask how xD)

not bad la the show. but then there were some primary school kids that can't seem to control their laughing bone. it was at some serious part..den suddenly comes a "HAHAHA" for no reason.

LEARN TO STOP LAUGHING MATE.

anyway after that everyone went their way...then i was at the bus stop when i saw xinhui! dunno why she was there, but apparently she was on her way to some lessons.

the world is so small..rather singapore is so small.

anyway after that was a 50mins ride back to home zZz

Eugene blogged at 7:53 PM

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in the darkness...

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


As it turns out, my results aint gonna be that good anyway.

physics retest cap at c6 instead of b4..which means i am stuck at c6 now. =(

maths just screwed up @_@

tcher damn zai...come in late 5mins...start to kp about class cleanliness and did spring for a nice 20 MINUTES WOW.

Then in the end we had 55mins to do 9 questions..with like dunno how many parts..almost everyone also complain no time.

rock on tcher.

so sian today...keep feeling like slping...woke up at 5.44,,and appeared at the lrt station at 6am lol

started on projectile motion today!

@_@ catch no ball...

stayed back for PCME interview..took 40mins or so..

then stayed back and played basketball from 4-5.20! xD

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just got damn diao'ed..

a random guy/gal added me on msn..

started asking me "A/S/L?" (Age/Sex/Location)

and then start saying "hey you have a webcam? finally someone adds me..i am feeling fuckin horny today for no reason lol"

i immediately blocked him/her.

HE/SHE FREAKING WANTS CYBERSEX @_@

dunno how the hell he/she got my msn @_@

Eugene blogged at 7:18 PM

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in the darkness...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008


Gone is the sense of Melancholy :D

Replaced by an urgency never encountered before to perform well!

As they say, one day you're up, one day you are down.

Today's the Up! xD

Got back Chem paper..got 23/25 :D

that places me as the 2nd highest in class...lol

stupid me missed out the axes for the rate of reaction graph...-1 mark.

Stupid me put 1.2 seconds for the reaction time instead of 1.2 MINUTES -1/2 mark.

Stupid me forgot to add the 2 words "of reaction" in my explanation.. -1/2 mark.

Stupid Me missed full marks cos i am careless.

Tomorrow's maths test.

i will survive. with flying colours too :D

thanks for all those that cheered me up anyway :D

Eugene blogged at 6:20 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Monday, July 21, 2008


It's that Time of the Week.

The First Time Actually.

The Time when the plug in my sink doesn't work anymore

The Time when i can't wash my sorrows away.

The Time when i just feel like dying.

The Time when i am damn pissed with myself for being the way i am.

The Time when i know i am doomed.

The Clock of Doom is ticking,

Counting down to the end of my world.

Eugene blogged at 8:45 PM



i realised that i am going to die.

i am going to die.

i am going to die.

my physics got a damn c6.

my chinese's gonna be a b3 at best.

bsp's screwed.

math's gonna be screwed.

Chem may not be screwed...but that's not the point.

English would be an A2 at best

IH would be a b3 cos i can't present well.

i am going to die

i am going to be screwed.

Eugene blogged at 8:14 PM



Racial Harmony Day!

Actually was more of "Strategic Games coupled with some dosage of Borat and Family Guy" Day.

Reached school at 7.20. The whole school looked damn gloomy with all the rain and crap.

saw the band warm up and thought "its freaking raining. no way there'll be band."

guess i was right. :D

Stoned in class from 8 all the way to 9.30, doing all sorts of things such as watching an ep of family guy, half an ep of south park, and 50mins of Borat..then i went down to eat.

contemplated going to the bazaar/food fair.

went in for 3mins with warren/basil/raymond/david/jeremy and realised that "no way we gonna eat here" and went to the good old canteen in the end xD

jeremy heard from the Drinks "Boss" Uncle that there'll be a half day this week for our cca achievements! :D

went back to class and played bridge and chess.

somehow i had a feeling that when i was slacking my way through the day, a whole school-ful of people were stressing their brains out for tests..

maybe just a weird feeling. ;)

after that went to our indian cultural sabbatical.

wasted 30mins finding our venue ==

had fun making sand paintings! XD

this is the product of me, daoyi, waikian and jiyu :D


Thish is jonathan, warren, leonard and girvan's

them trying to rearrange the mess daoyi has sabotaged lol!


This is by another group

david/honghui and gang's

david and co's and jonathan and co's won the 2 best paintings...

only to find that there will be no prizes. LOL

we had fun with thoranam too, which is just weaved leaves!

i made 9 folds...leonard managed to squeeze out 12 o.o


thish ish mine! XD


after that had lunch with jonathan/waikian/warren and met up with daoyi and gang at coro

had sushi afterwards! haha


Racial Harmony is so fun huh. lol!

gg tmr get back chem test..and wednesday got integration test...if i dont get like 85-90 for integration test i can go jump down the 5th floor which is my house. @_@

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random shot of the week:

a far far zoomed shot of The Matilda House. AKA the supposedly haunted house in punggol.

Eugene blogged at 7:29 PM

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in the darkness...

Sunday, July 20, 2008


Just watched Wanted on tudou..quite nice!

liked the twists and turns of the story!

liked the fact that the lead character of the story was a loser like most of us around here, and suddenly found that his whole life had been a facade, and that he was meant for something else.
Here's some pics of how loser he is.




He clicks correct. LOL

didn't know ATMS were also prophets.. lol

One day, he finds himself in a position to change himself from a loser accountant to a world-class assassin! However sad things happen, and he realise that everything is not as it seems..

as it reaches the end it gets quite sad, and the ending was a shock to me. not in the bad sense anyway.

Really great directing! haha

Wesley Gibson, the main character, ends with "What the fuck have you done lately?"

That's what i want to ask myself as well. XD

well now, i am gonna do some maths to prove you wrong, wesley gibson! haha

Eugene blogged at 6:42 PM

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in the darkness...

Saturday, July 19, 2008


An end of a week.

but it also signifies the beginning of a new week.

Good thing or bad?

Went nyco concert ytd to support yijiao...not bad leh haha

quite zai la they all

but all the hcco people were like "Eh you again! why i see you at all concerts one? @_@"

went for supper afterwards at harbourfront macs.

lucky made it in time for the last mrt sia..if i miss it then its gonna be a fun trip back to the other end of singapore. LOL

Went for Heritage Marathon today...overslept!

=O

its really sian..more sian that the nebo crap!

the pink shirt that seems to just absorb all your sweat doesn help either.

cos its really alot of walking! plus the map was totally out of scale.

they drew as if ford factory was 1 bus stop away from hwachong can.

it took us like 12? @_@

met gary and clarence from 6A who were also taking part in this! haha i almost couldnt recognise them sia!

in the end we came back late..and i think we lost. =/

rushed to SCH for rgband concert with rumeng afterwards..was late for 20mins >.<

they played several pieces such as global variations, carmen fantasy, beauty and the beast, prince of egypt! and their encore piece was some fun piece containing the doe ray me song excerpts! haha

they were quite zai compared to our band!

@_@

managed to spot keyun and rebecca and said hi to them!

ohman i feel guilty cos keyun said "eh no flowers?" :O

haha shall buy flowers the next concert i go.

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Maths test on tuesday(or wednesday)! haha i passed my integration mock test lol the average was like 17-19 /51 and i got 28...lol

hopefully i wont make the same stupid mistakes i made here in the test =X

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With my own hands
この両手で
用我的双手
I shall make my own future.
自分の未来を作る。
创造出我自己的未来。

Eugene blogged at 7:52 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Thursday, July 17, 2008


Is changing hard?

I don't know.

僕が変わりたい。 

このままで嫌だ。

君を欲しい。

成績を欲しい。

全部を欲しい。

俺、どん欲な人だね?

負けない。

絶対負けない。

勝つよ。

Eugene blogged at 9:42 PM



we are getting a physics retest! yay

In exchange for a b4 cap instead of the usual c6, we get 30mins to do the test instead of 40 =X

hope can do well and get b4 ba..thats like 2 grades jump sia.

hope that my hope can come true. :D

NYCO Concert tmr!

RGSSB Concert on Saturday!

RHD / Physics Retest on Monday!

Maths test on wednesday!

>.<

Eugene blogged at 6:47 PM

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in the darkness...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008


As expected, screwed up for physics.

There will be no sighs of relief, nor will there be a cheer of happiness.

There will only be a long stare at the marks, and a silence that occupy the void left behind.

got 18/35 @_@

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Got pumped 20 for being late for 3 freaking minutes.

my freaking right arm muscle is going to tear or smth.

I swear if i am late i will nvr go for flag raising anymore. cos if i am late, i'll always be late for 3-5mins.

this is the "law by law" our country has instilled in us.

180secs is still late.

screw the system.

Eugene blogged at 10:06 PM

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in the darkness...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


RANDOM RANTS

Following the NKF Saga, where top ranking executives like T.T. (he's crying) Durai were caught for corruption using charity organisations, we have the Ren Ci Scandal!

Ming Yi Fa Shi caught for embezzling money, taking money from the organisation for his own use, and is sued for 10 charges.

This just goes to show how trustworthy charities are, and how money corrupts.

All those stunts that he did, was just to earn money.

Even if someone is nice enough to want to do something free, where does he get the money to start the organisation with?

The world revolves around the power of money.

Compassion < Money.

Be it a reverend, or a president, as long as you're in power, and you have control over huge amount of wealth, it is common sense to sneak "peanuts" into your pocket i guess.

and of course, you can always blame it on the fact that he was a ex- RI-ian. LOL

Eugene blogged at 11:07 PM



Nothing much happened today.

Chem test was okay. But can't be too confident.

IHC mock test was..no one cares. The teacher wasn't even here -.-

Finished up tmr's compo homework today..and just did cde reflections..

no motivation to do my oral presentation.

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Life. Is there more to it than what i see now?

Where is that silver lining in the sky?

All i see is this.



where is the sunlight in my life? i search for it, even though i know i'll fail.

Eugene blogged at 9:04 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Monday, July 14, 2008


Another day.

Same old crap.

MY PHONE'S SCREWED UP! THE TRANSMITTER'S TOTALLY SPOILED!

can't call, can't receive calls, can't sms, can't receive sms. basically a camera phone without a phone @_@

so anyways..life went on as usual.

Felt so darn tired today!

slept at like 2am ytd cos i was reading 5 people you meet in heaven by mitch albom, the same guy who wrote tuesdays with morrie.

Really inspirational book that tells us what we should cherish in life, or face regretting when we die. i cried >.<

no homework today :D

we had chinese test today..freaking hard test, which mr tan claims "any idiot can do."

apparently only idiots with strange thinking processes can do it.

'cause everyone in the class thinks contrary to that.

Apparently there's this really emo passage, about how time is flowing every second, and how it is going to waste. Here's a short excerpt from what i remember..

吃饭的时候,时间从我的饭碗流出。
洗手的时候,时间从洗手盆里流走。
我不知道老天给我多少日子,但我的确觉得日子从我的手中溜走,手渐渐变得空虚。

it is damn emo can.

apparently its some philosophical text!

NOT SUITABLE FOR COMPRE!

anyway after that went to kap for the weekly mugging session-turned-crapping-session-turned-bitching session @_@ today got zongxian weisheng me yijiao mabel and bojia.

bojia and mabel and yijiao dunno how to play the game on my psp!

and neither do i ! LOL

mabel left early, followed by bojia, and then peixian came. basically just for the mcflurry haha

anyways went home at ~6.30 after stoning long enough haha

Time flows from my rice bowl when i eat.

Time flows from my hands when i wash my hands.

Time flows away even as i type this @_@

Eugene blogged at 8:33 PM

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in the darkness...

Sunday, July 13, 2008


Felt really random.

so heres a blogpost on Idiots.

"Idiot" was originally created to refer to "layman, person lacking professional skill", "person so mentally deficient as to be incapable of ordinary reasoning"

Over time, it evolved to mean people with overall lack of judgment or sense, synonymous with stupid.

In our local context, idiots are despised, whacked and laughed upon.

What makes a person an idiot?

Firstly, one is an idiot not because their grades suck, but because of their lack of social awareness. So, you can be a scholar yet be an idiot.

For example, you show off and do stupid things that people don't really care about.

Secondly, one is an idiot when they are obviously wrong, but insists otherwise and refuses to learn to admit to their weakness.

Thirdly, one is an idiot when they can't get they want, and they begin attacking that thing that they can't get. the Sour Grapes analogy, in other words.

But don't worry, you aren't an idiot until you refuse to acknowledge these facts.

i am not targeting anyone. :D

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Didn't do much today. Finished up my kinematics worksheet which was supposed to be hard, and was indeed abit hard. x.x

after that played abit of dota. at least didn't get owned much.

finished revision on rate of reaction! :D

Grasped the concept of reversible reactions as well =D

Now for the chem test on Tuesday.

here's something funny..

The California Penal Code Section 26 states that "Idiots" are one of six types of people who are not capable of committing crimes.

In several states, "idiots" do not have the right to vote:

  • Arkansas Article III, Section 5
  • Iowa Article II, section 5
  • Kentucky Section 145
  • Mississippi Article 12, Section 241
wonder how they rate who's an idiot or who's not @_@

Eugene blogged at 9:20 PM



ast suddenly got this random idea of going on East Asia Trip at the end of the year..could start off by going to china to visit BSC (?), then to taiwan to find my old friend who immigrated, and then to Japan to find my uncle who's staying there (who doesn understand anything cept Japanese @_@)..dunno want to go SOUTH korea or not. I can only say annyong hase yo @_@

then i also dunno want go the Pro-ed india exchange or not =S dont feel like going to south asia lol.


who knows, in the end i might not go anyway but stay in the same old singapore.

Eugene blogged at 12:05 AM

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in the darkness...

Saturday, July 12, 2008



Went for ECO's Dunk It Briefing today!

woke up at 8.20 >.< lucky i chionged down and was only 30 mins late ._.

i am an Eco Youth Mentor! haha

One of the facils for the briefing asked me, perhaps for orientation purposes. in the beginning, "choose a mood".

"emo."

"ya choose a mood."

"emo is a mood. @_@"

"oh i am out of touch liao" xD

haha played a lot of fun games and got to know some people :D
after that we went lunch at city hall foodcourt! dah wei not here cos he was the one taking the photos! haha


saw this really cute pikachu at the comic shop outside food court! xD

miss my childhood! haha


some random pic i took out of the window with my new camera haha

how often do we actually stop, take a breath, and enjoy the scenery, since eons ago?

What good does rushing do?


Eugene blogged at 9:16 PM

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in the darkness...

Friday, July 11, 2008


I AM A HAPPY LITTLE BOY! xD

Green Genius Competition : 1st! ;D

After grueling rounds of elimination, we made it through 48+ teams from 25 schools, becoming the top 4 to take part in the semifinals!

Also with us were CHIJ, Bukit Panjang Govt High, and Raffles Institution.

In the beginning of the semifinals, we were the last out of the 4, having answered 3 questions wrongly. However, we persisted, and in the spelling round we eventually caught up to RI, thanks to Li Ki's efforts and my trigger-happy fingers, reaching a tie with RI.

We won the tiebreaker round after and emerged first! XD

the auditorium at SP was really cold, and i was shaking throughout the competition literally @_@

here's what we won..



Fujifilm Finepix Z20
Mini-Tripod
Screen protector
2GB Kingston memory cards x 2
Leather Pouch

not too shabby for just an afternoon..=p

the most happy thing was that this was the first thing i won for the school! :D

so i shall stay happy..until i rmb that chem test is on tuesday :O

i shall mug happily lalala

Eugene blogged at 6:22 PM

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in the darkness...

Thursday, July 10, 2008



Not just your Ordinary Taxi.

But a Taxi with its hind all crumpled ==

there was a car at the back but alot of ppl staring at me so i dun dare take LOL

later ppl think im a stomper.. lol

tomoro going that green genius spelling bee o.O

hopefully can at least present myself well...cos i have a feeling i am gonna get screwed lol

Eugene blogged at 7:44 PM

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in the darkness...

Wednesday, July 9, 2008


went to serene centre to eat/ mug with friend today...realised that place much quieter can!

kap is much more crowded @_@

tmr thermometer check! get ready your thermometers!

and my cde and maths nvr complete..feel damn guilty can..but i look at the cde notes i du diao liao. LOL

and apparently i get to pon cca this friday to go some spelling bee thingy at Singapore Poly!

green genius...totally not me. but i'll go and see see look look anyway haha

3rd week ending soon.

soon the end of the year.

soon the end of everything.

but i try to avoid thinking about that.

Eugene blogged at 10:57 PM

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in the darkness...

Tuesday, July 8, 2008


PROJECTS DAY!

and when you failed the prelims a term ago, all you can do is really take out The Mist by Stephen King and start reading!

proud to say i completed that book in 1 day lol

was stoning in audi reading the book from 8-9.40..

then we adjourned to the canteen for our recess, and the whole bunch of us decided that going back to the auditorium probably wasn't worth it and not a good idea.

So we headed to 4E instead, and started playing international chess and playing music through the speakers :D

oh no i just rmb my mum haven't bought my thermometer -.-

I would laugh out loud if i have to get sent for CWO by ProEd under the offence : Repeated failure to bring Thermometer (Disobedience of Orders)

2 demerit points and counting o.o

went to hougang mall yesterday for dinner..quite okay laa =)

Just realised how much Hougang Mall has changed, since i was 3 year old, to now.

Lots of old and memorable shops had already been replaced.

But it would always remain a part of my memories, at least until the day my Cholinergic system stops working.

Yet,

Time Does Weather Everything.

Eugene blogged at 7:53 PM

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in the darkness...

Monday, July 7, 2008


i don't understand myself anymore..

what do i want?

what do i look for?

what am i here for?

why am i here for?

Someone tell me please.

Even though i know no one would come.

i desperately call out for help.

into the spiraling stars, i call out for help.

into the galaxy i call out for help.

through the universe i call out for help.

Even Though I Know No One Would Come.

Eugene blogged at 7:17 PM



went to je mug with yiran, yijiao, weisheng, ervin, peixian, yvonne, tongjing, madeleine, yingting, yida and qianye...

but by the time we leave left like half the bunch nia ==

at least i finished my zuowen there..and did some mcq for chem as well..

i just realised how much knowledge i lost over the past year! i can barely do acids bases and salts anymore >.<

i am so looking forward to after eoys... my japan trip!

maybe i want a East Asia Trip instead! LOL

but for now,

life sucks because all you get to do is memorise crap that no one ever needs to know.

Life Sucks Because All I Get To Do Is To Study. Relentlessly. In The Pursuit Of Knowledge.

LIFE SUCKS BECAUSE IT DOES.

Eugene blogged at 12:49 PM

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in the darkness...

Saturday, July 5, 2008


Went to the INSPIRE concert yesterday!

not bad haha

here we see a girl solo-performing a piano piece..was quite good, but the piece sounded forceful =/


here we see a bunch of kids dancing.

here we see a band called stellar story screaming and blasting their basses through, playing REAL music.

wasn't too bad la enjoyed it :D

today went out with my friend to mug..

but then that friend said no mood..

so we ended up waiting for random buses and taking it to the other interchange. LOL

a whole day gone lehh..but still okay la :D

now to do my work...

Eugene blogged at 9:25 PM

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Thursday, July 3, 2008


Physics ish shcrewed.

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What does life expects of us, and what do we expect of life?

Eugene blogged at 9:22 PM

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008


Got back my History Mid-Year Exams yesterday... got 21/30 =|

that will constitute 15% of my eoy results, so i got like 4.5marks deducted already.

rawr.

On a lighter note, PHYSICS TEST tomorrow! YAY! :D omg school life just gets better...

It's just like an looping horror movie.. school's about looping the part when you thought nothing would come anymore, and then the ghost pops out again, and the main character goes screaming like an idiot. again and again.

Except we aren't screaming like idiots.

We are mugging like .. us.

Where's the "learning through creativity and experience" bullshit MOE said?

You are telling me that wasting 4 years of my life memorising crap that i would probably forget in like 5 years is actually beneficial? Like who cares about doing higher trigonometry in the future.

Maybe budding mathematicians. But what about the other 90% of the world?

Eugene blogged at 7:53 PM

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The Sun

Eugene Chua
-Arthars
-16 YAY(like finally. NC16 >D )
-HCI 4G'08
-HCJC C1'09 :DD
The gloom looms on the horizon,
ready to gobble our weak, fragile souls.
darkness glares from the Above
eyeing our vulnerable hearts.
"Take them, take them all", i say
There's nothing i look forward to in this bleek, fleeting life.

-November 21st - a day i wanted to spend with you alone.


~Currently Feeling~

3pic ph4il. - why am i becoming the old me, the one who runs, the one who cries, the one who can't fight his destiny?

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The Lights that Keep the Clouds Away

Yijiao
Yvonne
Pei Xian
Qianye
Yingting
Bojia
Shumei
Eva
Filza
Lynnette
Hweeyuan
Huiqi
Chermaine
Madeleine
Zong Xian
Ervin
Wenhao
Peishi
Weisheng
Baifeng
Yiyun
Cheryl
Youhao
Dah Wei
Chiaz
Basil
Yubin
Joanne
Ai Leng
Shuting
Yi Ping
Rumeng
Jasmine
Joy
Michelle
Donghui
Cindy
Keyun
Jiahong
Dejun



The Afterglow

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~April 2008~
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~June 2008~
~July 2008~
~August 2008~
~September 2008~
~October 2008~
~November 2008~
~December 2008~
~January 2009~


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