Saturday, May 31, 2008








=D the long awaited bsp camp update!!

Everyone say so much le..so i dun think need to say anymore! XD ( u can call me a slacker =P)

but then i miss everyone so much!! haha suddenly time flies so fast! =/

i'll just put some pics ba =DD

miss my group 18 and the facils/ots! haha hope to see you all at the chalet wor =p

our group 18 FLAG! 开心豆豆班! XD



group 18 合照!


All the OT/Facils together :D


LALA Club!! XD

anyway you all want to see more pics go to shumei's blog! =DD

BSP CAMP 08 is so fun xD i am still damn high now LOL

Anyway today's Quest..shall not elaborate much except that we lost and got 100+/500 ranking..and that we gt nothing but a goody bag..containing black barley tea which yvonne so hate very much.

here's my group...without david since he dont' want to join =/

Eugene blogged at 5:56 PM

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Thursday, May 29, 2008


Rawr so tired after BSP camp! being a facil is so much tougher than being a participant T-T

but then very fun =DD

now no pics to post lol..must go grab from ppl first haha

dead tired and i shall post more tmr or later..xD

Eugene blogged at 7:36 PM

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in the darkness...

Sunday, May 25, 2008



@escape

What a fun day =)

today me cindy and keyun escape'd.

no not from anyone, but to escape theme park o.O

ok..it's abit lame. lol

so we played a bit of hide and seek at first.

i waited at pasir ris and cindy called to ask me where i am and to "meet her at 7-11."

since we agreed to meet at pasir ris mrt, i waited at the pasir ris mrt..den 10mins later she sms'ed to say "sorry i was at tampines all along!..wrong station!"..

i didn't know cross-town hide and seek was ever that fun -.-

and i spent 2 hours at white sands happily reading my "French in your pocket", "Learning Spanish" and a copy of The Sunday Times. =.=

Later we went to Escape from the Theme Park, abbreviated Escape Theme Park.

It hasn't changed since i last went there..which says a lot considering i hadn't been there since secondary 1. o.O

But then the rides are still fun =) i still don't dare to take the Inverter..gives my stomach a lurching feeling..

after that we went to watch Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. Not bad, in fact it was quite thrilling to see indiana jones fighting the KGB personnel, and also the giant red ants, the poor colonel from KGB and Shia Lebouf combing his hair LOL..will post pics tmr.

shall slump into my lovely bed now.

if only all days are like this.

Eugene blogged at 11:23 PM

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Saturday, May 24, 2008



"Hey how's the first day of your holidays?"

The first day of holidays starts off with waking up at 10.30am, rushing to wash up and going to compass point at around 11.30 to mug integration, and study with my jiahong..and joanne after she popped up midway.

at 3pm, i had ex 19.1 done -.-

in the end we wanted to go to kovan to play bowling, only to feast our eyes on imba pros throwing spinning bowling balls around -.- so we went to play arcade instead

den ended up playing badminton at jiahong's house for like 1hour +

first day of holidays. is still ok .

tmr going escape theme park with cindy and keyun..

finally a day without rantings. how i wish it could continue.

alas, life's never nice to you for more than a week.

Eugene blogged at 9:27 PM

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Friday, May 23, 2008


Can someone tell me.

DO I OWE THE WORLD SOMETHING?

why the hell is it that the whole world's against me?

Why is it that nothing goes as planned?

Why is it that i can't get anything done?

My mind feels darn heavy, and i don't know what to do about it.

i think i may have orthostatic hypotension.

I am getting sick of this world this few weeks..and i am looking for good things to come as said that good things come after bad things...

but will they come?

Eugene blogged at 10:02 PM




ranting as usual.

yay i got 3.44 for my msg..next term i shall get 1.something.. but i doubt that resolution can be unwavering..since i know myself the best..i tend to delay everything until the last minute and i realise that i can't finish it in the last min..so everything's pretty much un-plannable for me. -.-

the thing is, i can plan. but i can't bring it to action. curse myself.

and i missed roughly 20 eps of anime in the past week or so...T-T

yet i want to do integration studying at the same time.. -.-

that's all i am ranting about today -.-

Eugene blogged at 8:01 PM

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Thursday, May 22, 2008



The Great June Holiday

so..at last..the one month long holidays have finally come.

but wait..this isn't any holiday..

hol·i·day-noun
-any day of exemption from work
-a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.


mm sounds like our holidays...

wait a min..since when are WE exempted from work in the holidays?

what is this crap?

As far as i am concerned, my first week of holidays are already gone in BSP camp/The Quest..and 3 more weeks full of integration self-studying..12 pages of maths assignments..physics revision..ahh *shudder*

but some people may still think of this as a holiday...den i say "nice one" to you.
To me, it's just school without the uniform and teachers.



Eugene blogged at 6:37 PM

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008



madness looms.

YOU just love it when you look at your maths paper for 15mins..and totally blank out. and the clock continues to go "tick, tock, tick, tock"..and you realise you have no idea how to do it.

HERE's the fun part. after the paper, you turn around and ask one of your friends, "hey how did you do that question.." only to find that you already knew how to do it and actually did it for assignments and got it correct.

Yes that's it. we call it a "blanked out" syndrome. and screw it.

I am spiraling into a state of self-induced hysteria and phobia of tests..and i have no idea how to solve it. and the worst thing is i let down so many people that have cheered me on.

Breaking down seems imminent..and i know it myself..yet i can't stop it.

The future once seemed so pleasant, so hopeful.. yet the present do not reflect this at all. I can no longer take this screwed present. Everything was planned properly, yet this world forbids anything to be planned properly. Nothing ever goes well for any long period of time.

Maybe 2012 will change the way the world is, maybe not. i am thinking not. After all, what "great change in world order" can we see in 4 years judging from how things are going now? At most, we'll all die in a torrent of rain, chains of earthquakes, or falling meteors.

Anyway, screw this world.

Eugene blogged at 11:08 PM

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Monday, May 19, 2008



History woes..

rawr history sucks...brain overflowing from history T-T

wish me luck for maths tmr and history 2 days later =/

Eugene blogged at 7:23 PM

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Saturday, May 17, 2008



-.-

barely finished sino-japanese relations..just made a whole page of notes..hopefully it's going to be enough =/

now to start on ihc...lytien's been pestering me to do it..and i gotta do it by 9pm =/

goodbye, and good day(er. night)

Eugene blogged at 7:49 PM




@making dumplings, brewing tea..

Drinking/brewing tea may be my new hobby for a change =O

for some nutritional facts..
tea can prevent/reduce:
  • cancer
  • rheumatoid arthritis
  • high cholesterol levels
  • cariovascular disease
  • infection
  • impaired immune function
o.o and i just got started off with 3 small tins of tea like pu'er and tieguanyin :)
pu'er, tie guan yin and jasmine tea lol

it's very nice ^^ now brewing some again =p

anyway on thursday we tried to make dumplings for our sabbaticals..and a myriad of shapes and sizes manifested, courtesy of our creativity..

we have some strangely shaped dumplings here...but that's not all

notice the one at the top left and the centre? kind of reminds you of vegetable buns..-.-

oh great here we have some more buns and a giant bread-like object o.o

later we tasted it and "hey it didn't taste that bad" ^.^ but the shapes probably would put off any customer if they had ordered it o.o

just came back from punggol park with jiahong/zhenxiang..zhenxiang has a 2-storey house o.o

next week ihe history exam and maths test.. got 4 more days to prepare..must chiong >.<

じゃね~

Eugene blogged at 11:41 AM

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008



back ;D

well i am back ( i think..)

dunno how long this kind of fervor would last tho.

currently in library slacking away =D

sabbatical week rocks ^^
yesterday we went to chinatown ( to do "fieldwork" ) and yea we pretty much stoned at the chinatown hawker centre eating and then walked to chinatown point to stone at mcdonald's for the rest of the time..(we were there at 10.30..we were supposed to meet there at 11.30) and didn't do much of the real fieldwork, but we still got all our riddles correct and ended up 2nd @_@

sigh today got band/history remedials for everyone ^.-

next week's ihe exam and maths test G_G dunno if i can actually score well or not..

i'll gambatte miru for next term..but that's what i always say..=/

P.S get well cindy ;)

Eugene blogged at 9:29 AM

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The gloom looms on the horizon,
ready to gobble our weak, fragile souls.
darkness glares from the Above
eyeing our vulnerable hearts.
"Take them, take them all", i say
There's nothing i look forward to in this bleek, fleeting life.

-November 21st - a day i wanted to spend with you alone.


~Currently Feeling~

3pic ph4il. - why am i becoming the old me, the one who runs, the one who cries, the one who can't fight his destiny?

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